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09.27.02
shut up, i have no voice right now -_-
i couldn't do my recording hw because i couldn't talk, i doubt my teacher wants to hear something like, "blah blah *cough* blah *cough, cough*" so no, i didn't send it in, it was terrible. ithaca is back into its rainy self, weather is cooling down, which also means that i got soaked. i was actually studius enough last night to start making up all the readings i missed but of course i fell asleep and spent the night in bed with my binder. no, it didn't get crushed.
when obsession reaches max, that's when i scream for getting 1 more hikaru no go episode, when i keep on checking if the next chapter has come out yet. i think fridays are now just one of those days, when both the jump comics of hikaru no go and hunter x hunter's most recent chapter comes out, it's enough to drive me crazy ;_;
sooooo have you gotten tired of the cain blog yet? ok, for those of you who are about to sue me for ruining your eye sight, be happy that i chose a october blog image already ^.^
[06.56 pm]

09.25.02
I have found this rather amusing. another one of those who just doesn't get it. let's see, advocation of free speech? do you really believe something like that exists in the human world? why don't you go to your boss and advocate free speech and say, you are an asshole. what do you think will happen? of course, you're fired!
why don't you go to your professor and advocate free speech and say, you can't teach for your life. what do you think will happen? you fail. so don't tell me about some free speech bullshit. this andrew guy is not my problem, things are between him and faith but i just found this amusing, and at the same time it reminded me of the alex girl. she got banned because she picked a fight with me, and then when i did ban her, she went around yelling what happened to her freedom of speech. well not in my world.
only ppl so inexperienced to society like alex would go on blabbing about free speech, but i don't think this andrew guy is 14. he's just asking to be banned when he said that if we were to die, it was "good riddence". you call it free speech, i call it picking a fight, faith already had her eyes on him since it is simply unwise to come around metropolis picking a fight when everyone on digital flare is already coming after you. he said he was shocked that faith did ban him, but really, did he think she would tolerate him any longer than she already has?
[03.08 pm]

09.23.02
i am currently writing chapter 3 of SR. i'm sorry for all those people who are waiting for translation as i have promised over and over again that i would do them, i will, i really will, 1/3 of the next AS chapter is done although i have been on a lazy trend and not worked on it further.
a while back, there was an incident w/ my translations. now it's all solved very quickly but i must thank the one who brought it to my attention. and then, i will thank the people who supported me and my work on this although I hadn't found out until now since i had agreed not to publicize it if they would clear it up quickly. if you have NO IDEA what i'm talking about, it's ok, you didn't miss much, but if you do, then you all have my thanks.
I have just now found out that some people had spoken up for me, and it really made me feel very much loved ^^;; I had thought that if i was really a nobody, no one had heard of me, who would give a damn? who would really listen to me? the world is a very realistic place, even if it's on a virtual world like the internet. the only reason why I am able to achieve what I have is because of all the people who supports me, and I'm especially grateful to you all tonight, I have read some wonderful things you people have wrote, and I thank you.
[09.41 pm]

09.21.02
i've finally gotten off irc, recently i've been serving and dling anime on aniverse, mainly anime-rev and anime-eternal by the name SoumaAkito, but i really need to give it a break before my school kills me, since i only send to ppl at 20kb+ my bw shoots up in insane speed. i'm mainly dling hikaru no go though, but it's been a while and 47 is not out -_-;;
i have a huge obsession w/ hikaru no go now, so much that i'm thinking maybe i'll translate the recent chapters every week w/ the jump updates... yesterday i JUST got the most recent chaps of hxh and hng and i think i was going crazy... and now i have to wait a WHOLE WEEK to see what happens next~~~~~ THIS IS NOT FAIR!!!
[i may not look like it, but i go to go servers occasionally.]
[01.49 pm]

09.19.02
no, i'm having way too much fun w/ this mic... does anyone remember the sora song from escaflowne movie? it's in fenalian x.x i should be doing hw, at least that's what i turned on the mic to do (recording for class), instead, that was the result.
[10.22 pm]
i am sick and tired... why do i have so much work to do? a lot of ppl signed up today for the cwc, i'm happy... and then i went to work................ ;_;
[09.38 pm]

09.18.02
ish bored and so i recorded my singing voice, i can't stand it... i think i sound so weird -_-
anywayz, tomorrow is the CU activities fair, i must work in the morning and then catch the fair and then go to class and then go to work again -_- *dies* which is why i will enjoy tonight's free nite as well as i can, and I have an idea for yet ANOTHER omake of silent revolution, while the main story is not really going anywhere anytime soon... those AS translations i've been plagued w/... 14-4 is 1/3 done.
[11.38 pm]

09.16.02
just leave it to thieves to steal and then end up stealing the wrong thing, this thing w/ faith is so funny... zanarkand.net's version 1 had a line saying "the city that never sleeps", and then zanarkand.org (no idea what this site is) made a forum and stole that line... now DONT start to tell me that zanarkand is the city that never sleeps because it's NYC that she was talking about... i just found that really funny.
[11.06 pm]
ok, why am i still getting complaints that the words are unreadable, i thought it was settled that if you can't read it, then get the hell outta here. plus, why do ppl send me emails w/o telling me which site they are referring to? am i suppose to just guess and go oh yes, you are probably thinking this, so you would most likely be referring to this site...??? do STATE which page or if general/all... but i mean when u tell me it's hard to read i assume it's the blog because i've had similar problems before, but if they happen to be referring to DA or jnet, how the hell am i suppose to know?
i mean don't ppl get it that it's for visual appeal that the text are small? i'm not running a business and i don't give a damn if my visitors are annoyed where as in a company, you don't want to scare off your potential customers. i'm not selling anything, ok? so i don't give a fuck if ppl can't read font 1 and lines spaced at 7. there are a lot harder to read blogs than mine. and maybe i will make it even worse for these ppl on my next blog.
in addition, another little fact that you can add in about yukie, her eyesight is so bad that she is close to be considered legally blind (meaning u can't see the big E on the chart), it's a big blurred for me... so if i can read this, ANYONE can.
[07.36 pm]

09.15.02
i think laundry is done, i will go get it ~.~ and maybe some AS translations when i get back... (what happened to hw?) met is really rocking lately, 44 members online all at once last nite (so proud)... and we made a new kenshin layout for it, last night in the strange hours of the morning where faith and i pretty much got no sleep. currently obsessed w/ hikaru no go, chapter 164 is out and it's getting SOOOOO good~~~ i do wish that Sai would come back though.
[10.26 pm]
ah fuck it's sunday night and i didn't do anything this whole weekend *will die in a matter of minutes*... homework!!!
[08.46 pm]

09.13.02
alright, the below mentioned problem is being solves, those that were rips from me r being taken down of course, and there were quite a # of them... the further back u went, it became a complete rip word from word rather than trying to even ulter the sentence a little bit. in the later parts, they'd try stuff like "i was looking for..." when i wrote "i was searching for..." or "the herald of..." when i wrote "the messenger of..." but i guess they were lazy earlier on and didn't even bother w/ that. the thing was, how DARE this guy make those rips and say "translated by *himself*"... that was an utterly worthless act.
[11.30 pm]
i am fucking pissed. i was informed today that my angel sanctuary translations were being bluntly ripped off for scanlations and surely enough, it is. i won't name any names right now but i wrote an open warning in their forum, if they don't take them down by tomorrow, i will flame them and make sure the whole world knows. what do you think holds me back from emailing all the AS MLs, putting a huge sign on my translations pages and digital angel, enough people go to digital angel and jnet everyone, don't they? *^^ face while fuming* they changed like a few words around but it was almost word from word, they didn't do this to the earlier chapters i don't think, but the most recent ones were fucking obvious. not to mention that i hate scanlations, to STEAL my translations and use them for scanlations and CLAIM that they are your own is fucking unacceptable (not that any one of those alone IS acceptable). this is a rather well known site too, i've seen them linked in a few places. i usually trust ppl not to do this, well they just broke that part of my trust. from now on i'll be checking every single scanlation site i see.
[10.11 pm]

09.12.02
i'm writing again, surprisingly. i use to almost give up at a time because everything i wrote came out like crap to me, but then maddie told me to post on fanfiction.net so i did and the stuff actually got wonderful reviews to boost my ego (yes) and show that ppl actually read and likes it. so it got me into a writing mode again but i was originally going to write the rest of the belial fic... now how did it turn into a chap 3 of silent revolution is unknown, but yes i'm writing SR act 3. i also changed the ending of act 2 after talking to maddie about the plot and ended up telling her all the spoilers -_-
now, those ppl who are looking for the X AMV and can no longer find it, go check the site fallen paradise which contains all my random personal creations. it's currently on version 6 which incorporated a nice scene (at least i think it's nice) of yuuto and kanoe.
[08.06 pm]

09.11.02
it's been a whole year, everyone seems to think that there is some sort of special significence to this day, i mean, fanfiction.net is taking a day off as a memorial, megatokyo has a special memorial panel just for it, i've been getting spam, newsletter, AIM chain messages all about 9-11. i'm sure while I am staying far from the TV, there will be new events, world gatherings blah blah blah all in memory of the tragedy *more blah blah blah*... and you know what, all these things seem so... pointless and meaningless to me right now. i'm glad they all care, really, but to express it in such a typical fashion is making this all get on my nerves. i had enough of it, as if they all really care that much, it's pretty much like, oh i feel bad that something like this happened, or that, oh something bad happened a year ago, i should show compassion for it. it's like ppl r showing compassion for the sake of showing compassion, like it's a holiday or something. well screw it all, there's nothing "special" about the date "september eleventh", it was only on that particular year that something particularly devastating happened. i will remember 9-11 of the year 2001 but as for 2002 or 2003 or any of the years to come, it's totally not related, so don't make it look like it is. for someone so closedly tied to WTC like myself, i don't even feel a thing about today, it's just another day in this month/week; so don't try to argue with me about the importance of this date.
on a much less serious note, alex showed up at >met for a FIFTH time, with the username dark mousey, i'm beginning to be surprised at her persistance... and uh, she existed for about an hour, her account wasn't even activated *roflmao* i've said too much in the previous paragraph, going to sleep now before i say any more.
[03.46 am]

09.09.02
maddie!!! you changed your blog url... AGAIN!!! -_- i can't keep up w/ u in updating ;_; ok, the CWC is nicely on the way, the website is currently hosted on montou.net. i'm writing a brief/basic tutorial for it (forget about updating jnet) because the club fair is next week *sigh* i'm sick of reading, this book has an intro that is longer than the book itself.
[09.59 pm]

09.08.02
guess who showed back up in met? alex has got to be stupid or something, this is attempt #4. anyway, I want to plug for rwen, since montou just came back a few days ago, after being down for over a week, maybe close to two. and it has a full set of warcraft layouts, or will have *_* it looks really good!
[11.07 pm]
status: addicted to warcraft. well actually i play for the story, the undeads (second campaign) are really annoying as rwen pointed out and so i used cheatcodes through out rather than playing it. "WhosYourDaddy" MWAHAHAHAHAHAH~
now... you people, please stop submitting ur link to DA already, no i didn't miss it, yes i saw it all THREE times, but i refuse to link you because you are a scanlation site and i think my position on scanlations are clear enough, if not, you can look through JNET's FAQ, dig out all my old blog entries and metropolis posts related to scanlations and you'll see. now personally i've been asked about scanlations a million times, by a million different ppl who wanted to use my work but NO NO and NO! you ppl just don't get it do you? I make translations in order to make reading the manga easier or rather, simply available to almost everyone, i didn't do it so that people can get the manga online and would never really buy it.
if you love the authors/artists who worked so hard to bring us these wonderful stories, then you should understand that they are NOT rich and makes a living working day and night, most of the times with no sleep, and make their money from selling the mangas. there is a reason there's something called copyright although just about every single non-japanese i've seen does not respect it. now first that gets into the "i'll delete it after i read it", oh please, you can be so idealistic and delete after you read it, but i hope you can tell me without turning red that everyone else would do the same. if you already own a copy, good, i'm sure 90% of the ppl don't!
and don't gimme the "you can't afford it/can't find it" bullshit, just like everything else in the word, you don't have the money for it, you don't get to have it, comic or no comic, that's no exception. and i can name about 3 websites off the top of my head that would ship to just about every country in the world for a decent, if not cheap, price.
[12.21 pm]

09.07.02
ok, i just don't get it, why are people still linking to JNET or DA after like... a year and a half as Uruha Jyushinshuu??? i don't know, is it that the words "DIGITAL ANGEL" or "JAHANNAM.NET" not big enough for them to see???? uruha jyushinshuu has not existed since March of 2001, where are all these links still coming from?
i think i'm turning my screen back to 1024 for a while, and jnet's ftp has been totally lagging, took me forever to rename some files on DA
[04.04 pm]

09.06.02
omg it's finally friday again, my first week of school has ended. in the meantime, a certain/particular old fucking bastard is at it again, i know it's very indecent and disrespectful to speak about your elders like that, but he does not fucking deserve my respect. i want to play warcraft, starcraft is making me dizzy and sleepy after playing it for so long consecutively.
[11.33 pm]

09.05.02
yesh! new blog layout (that i made a while back, at least 10 days i think) is now up and officially on my september meteor street. it's very simple, a rown down the middle, not even the bio is on the side, u have to click the link on top to view it, but i really like it. it features Cain from butterfly bone's scene 4 cover and thus the name. a little bit of coloring which i'm very proud of, the fade script was easy but too me a while to figure out the directions x.x;;; and the opacity degree to fade it to. ppl w/ dark monitors wont be able to see the text to well since the grey bg will appear really dark, but i can read it perfectly fine and so can most ppl cuz i actually took a survey before it was posted. the line height made the words more squashed but really, this can't be the hardest to read blog u have seen, because i can name 2 off the top of my head right now that are utterly unreadable; pretty, but unreadable. no complaints, if u can't read it/don't want to read it, fine. it's my blog, i write whatever i like.
note that the fade script does not work on netscape or any browsers besides MSIE 5.5+ but really, all the new scripts now r only supported by the higher version of MSIE, so if u want it to be visually pleasing, go dl a new browser or else it's ur own business. a little bit of update on the bitch alex. did i mention that i actually spoke to her last nite? on AIM when she IMed rwen, it was utterly retarded but what did u expect? she ended up not being able to talk back and resorted to c/ping back to me exactly what i typed *how stupid*... and today, i made sure she'd be gone for good. i spoke to her host actually and told her all that happened. she was really nice and promised tat she'd do something, and actually came to join met afterwards~ our 5-0-0 member~~~~~ *dances*
and yes montou.net is back, and w/ a new layout *hugs rwen* ...of warcraft ^^;; i'll play it one of these days. i seriously don't remember what i wrote and what i haven't, so uh... if i repeat anything, it can't be helped x.x, a long summary of my days and recent doings i suppose to make up for all the *every other day* entries i've been doing ^^;;
[02.25 am]

09.04.02
i'm suppose to do something to my site... suppose is the key word... x.x;;; i'll do something this weekend, really. i am rather busy right now and feel like i don't have enough time on my hands when all i did was slack off. no this is not happening again, i'm going to work hard (yes i swear i will) and well, i've been reading but what possibly could have taken up my time since... 7 tonite? i dunno, i was reading and then some stuff just came up, i guess? not necessarily school work since i haven't done all that much really, anime dling is very important too ^_^
[11.04 pm]

09.02.02
ok, it's sept. went to linda's barbeque today... i should change my stats on the side so it no longer says that i'm rooming w/ no one cuz i am -_- argh too lazy to do it on this version, i'll change it on the next. i believe montou.net is in the process of being revived but i wonder how long white bread can be died for... classes r doing fine, i've also got a good job, it was a total coincidence really! but it's like the highest paying job on campus or something x.x;; and for the really easy stuff that i have to do... as long as you work hard and pay attention i guess, it's easy.
[08.13 pm]

08.31.02
YES!!! internet!!! but it's for school uses only... I like pocky, i like pocky a whole lot, but you know, it's "that time of the month" again, so ^^;; will be changing the blog layout tomorrow.
[04.22 pm]


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